new tattoo

i got a new tattoo today for christmas from micah
its not exactly my original idea but close enough i decided to let it be permanant
i got it done at tattoos by big bill here in kalispell by a dood name dave who actually looked comparable to davey havoc from afi

hope you bought tickets to the gun show






im still undecided if i wanna get more color like yellow for the parchment
and yes tattoos are uncomfortable...sometimes it hurt sometimes it just felt like vibrations on my skin but thats usually how life lessons are and reminders to yourself of who you are
and the experience is like none other

and yes...the pics are backwards...sorry...

$300 a week if that

hope we can live off it for awhile...

cuz im the only one working currently...

grrreeeaaaattttt....

/facepalm

$550 rent
idk about insurance
heat has gone up...

im going to beat my husband until a job pops out off his butt

all i want for christmas

is for things to hopefully be how they should...
peace on earth and all that good stuff...i want the best for everyone i know...even people i dont like terribly...
micah has decided he HATES his job...
and really its hard to find something that pays about the same and has benefits...
so things might get a little tight...but its all good...
im glad for what i have cuz i have a lot more than some people...
i could have a crack addict twin sister i feel i have to help even at a huge cost to me and everything ive worked for...
or i could have no family at all...im glad i have my family...and i hope i can get to add to it soon...cuz how cool would it be to give my great grandma a great great grandbaby...how many people get to see that?

what i want for christmas

well id like alot of things

1) a new tattoo i have a waiting list of tattoos im gonna get but i dont has the monies for them...
a)"only god can judge me" with a angel/demon theme on my right arm
b)my big colorful phoenix piece ive been waiting for forever...for like pretty much 5 years...on the right side ribs/back...im guessing it could cost $500 at least
c)the contrasting black and white Atlas with the world on his shoulders...the colors of the bright phoenix piece and the Atlas piece when done by the right artists could be really striking...this one would be spendy too
d)a Dr. Seuss piece...maybe more than one...he was a very brilliant man...the pieces would be based on the following quotes: "I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind. Some come from ahead and some come from behind. But I've bought a big bat. I'm all ready you see. Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!" "All alone! Whether you like it or not, alone is something you'll be quite a lot" "I'm afraid sometimes you'll play lonely games too, games you can't win because you'll play against you"

2)a dainty little opal ring...i like dainty...and i like opal...

3)the biggest collection of Dr. Seuss books i can get...

thats about it...well im sure theres tons more things id like but whatev

sigh...

i wish i could have the baby...

but anyway...not much goin on...work n eat n sleep...repeat...hopefully ill get contacts here soon...id like that...finally have internet at home...and WoW...and the new expansion pack WotLK is comin out...ill be waiting in line around midnight for that sucker...have it preordered...pretty stoked...since my accounts been down a lot have things have changed on the game and the servers down right now...they better fix it soon or idk what...my head will explode...thats what i wanted to do when i got off work was play...but...poo...lol...but poo...poo butt...HAHA...anyway...bed time since i cant play...

just popping in

nm going on here...im sure id type more but i dont have net at home so...ya...i cant think of anything when i only have so much time...i dont like to be rushed...im at city brew being a leech for the net...sipping a hot chocolate n micahs here doodling with a spiced cider...they have really good cider here...you can get it with cinnamon or caramel...the caramel tastes just like a caramel apple...
but pretty much my life is work...go home...work...we do try to go out and do stuff but its hard cuz we have different schedules...and i just got a debit card today...im gonna try to forget i have it :P but...my fav place to be is petco...i swear one day...i will bring something home...no one will be able to tell me no...but anyway...g2g

in kalispell

well im at the library and dont have much time but kalispell is ok so far...worked 2 day so far and still have to go in today yet...im working in the fuel kiosk and the customer service booth...2 things to learn but it seems pretty easy and laid back...tonight im gonna learn how to close the fuel kiosk...so i can do it all by myself...but not bad so far...we got a new tv the other day...flat screen 32"...pretty friggin sweet...got a mattress too...our pocketbook is a litle tight because of the move...theres so much more to do though and ppl are a lot nicer...but g2g

good bye wp

lol...i just started my music player and such a fitting song came up...here's to the night by eve 6...

i mean working with the public sucks sometimes...but really...i pretty much like/d it...it all has its pros n cons...

i will miss quite a few of my coworkers and the atmosphere of crazy small town not quite up to corporate par only grocery store in town...

sami made me a goodbye cake...and norma bought me a little cheesecake...and michael(shes a girl:)) well she gave me a little pin...

made me kinda sad...these cats be crazy...

and im scared that the albertsons over there...i might not find some of the things from here...i wont miss the winos...hell no...they are a thorn in my behind...

but oh well...time for change...i guess

s*** i put up with at work

people drive me absolutely up the wall...

1)complaining about the price of stuff...if you dont want to pay that much...dont...and dont complain...

2)trying to use expired coupons...or trying to use it for the wrong thing...etc...but i do love coupons when used correctly and in large amounts...WOOO!!! you saved...

3)i got hit by a kid twice the other day...and he didnt apologize when his parents told him to and they didnt really make him...

4)READ THE SMALL PRINT...its everywhere yes...even in grocery stores...

5)if i was working for you i wouldnt give your stuff away...i mean seriously...dont ask me too...

6)dont hold up the lines when its crazy busy...we wanna get you all out in a timely manner...

7)i accidentally messed up a persons cake today...i was sooooo sorry...thank god fer real that they were cool about it...i was soo gonna try to get them a credit or something but they were totally cool...

8)at closing time...be prompt...puh-lease...the company isnt fond of over time...and most of us have been there 8 hours...we wanna go home...

9)please...the children...they grab things...tie up there hands...jks...but something...and they shoudl usually be taken out of the cart cuz they are so in the way and slow things down cuz theyre handing you things and...children...ugh...half eaten produce...open packages...squished packages

10)if you squish your own bread...take accountability and buy it...it tastes the same...

11) please leave items that are not from the store out of the store...

12) random half eaten or drank things lying in aisles...

13)bloody meat in bags...please..or i have to stop and clean up the mess...

14)different produce...different bags...and/or just in a bag...i dont like to handle onions with bare hands...please and thank you

15)dont tell me the price or how many of an item you have...i still have to make sure...and i still have to scan it...and ill usually say you have this many? ya...ill run it by ya...

16)check cashing/money grams/returns/refunds...customer service booth

17)i will i.d. you...have it with you...or you wont get it...got it?

enough complaining for now

Woo!

i wasnt too sure about how id be starting out as kalispell...id still be working at albertsons...but i wasnt sure about what position...but i think they are saving the good one for me! and thats good cuz i dont wanna push carts...cuz it seems like most places hire mentally handicapped to push the carts and that stuff...meaning no offense to anyone...cuz martha just called me and said she'll put one of her people at the customer service booth for now and she'll get me on the schedule when we get to kalispell...so its like an effing promotion...im pretty much gonna be doing what my managers do now...and its like a dollar some pay increase...and it seems like a pretty easy position...sooo...thats good...and right now i have such a mess cuz were getting everything packed and sorting what can be trashed and whats storage...and im sick...ugh...my nose is somewhat gooey and i have a slight cough and phlegm is ICKY! but my sore throat has gotten considerable better...i just need to go gargle and drink some green tea with honey and maybe eat some chicken soup...but the worst part is over...time to get ready for work!

moving to kalispell montana

and im really still kinda nervous...and micah n i are quite a bit poorer...can't have pets in our apartment...bummer...i hope everything goes swell...theres still so much to do...and im gonna have to be a good little penny pincher...but we should still do ok...we already have a few cheap pieces of furniture in there(a cheap a** futon that can only hole 300 lbs that we got at target for $40 :D, a cool orange lamp, coffee table, and semi put together book case that we need to finish when we get back) we need a mattress though...and those arent cheap...OH! and i think i might start sewing more...so im gonna make some pillows and maybe some other things...like curtains...but should take up extra time as we may not have internet at first and im going to have to cancel my computer game account for awhile since thered be no net(im a world of warcraft addict although not as nerdy as most lol)...

well...the more i think about it the more i think its good to have a fresh new start...

i just dont have any friends over there...not that im all that social anyway...but still...i dont really know anyone :l

my mom was wondering...and other things

ok my pic...explanation:
went to the family reunion didnt have much shower time and the one time i did wash my hair...it didnt really get washed...cuz i thought i bought shampoo...but i bought conditioner...way to go mychiel lol...good thing i like the grunge look eh? well thats my hair after not being washed for a week...i would like to get dreads sometime...seriously thought about it...was about to do it...then decided...will this help my chances at finding a better job? no...but it would look cool lol
and why do i have it as my pic?
idk...cuz i can? lol

and the main reason i have a blog is to keep up with my mommy and i think its a good way to keep up with what everyones doin and keep in touch

and im gonna need that if everything goes to plan and me n micah move to kalispell...cuz its sooo easy for me to make friends ya know*cough cough*

anyway...

micah told me to make a list...

of all the things i want but cant have right now...life's a b****(lmao...my mom might read this, <3 ya mom) for the young, poor, and independant...lol

1)a baby...thats at the top of my list and i deff will get it someday...if i cant have one i might as well lay down and die right now

2)cricket had puppies and i want one but cant have one(only one survived) ill settle for any dog though
id especially love a really ugly dog...like one you cringe looking at...like a really ugly chinese crested mix...might name it gizmo, gutter, or peanut...gotta be a small dog i can carry in one of those purses lol

3)a rat(RIP merlin) such a good little(umm actually morbidly obese)rat...

4)giant millipede...id name it barbie...cuz its leggy...*cough cough* lol

5)madagascar silk spider aka golden orb spider...they are huge and have huge golden webs and aren't very aggressive...they'd eat crickets that you can throw in their web lol:D

6)a bunny...an english lop...c u t e

7)a sloth would be really neat...we have so much in common

idk theres alot of things i want...ill add more later