the middle

i love that song by jimmy eat world...its a feel good song...every time i hear it i have to smile

Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

[Chorus]
It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright. (alright)

Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, (on your own)
So don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough)
For someone else.

[Chorus x2]

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out, (feel left out)
Or looked down on.
Just do your best, (just do your best)
Do everything you can. (do everything you can)
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts (bitter hearts)
Are gonna say.

[Chorus x2]

but my UTI came back...more doctor and pills...

i just got contacts on wednesday and i should also have some new glasses on the 24th...theyre my normal black chunky frames but on the inside theyre tiger stripe and the yellow/orange kinda brings attention to my eyes...
the contacts...im still not quite used to em...i think they dry my eyes out...

eh...im goin to bed

UTI

ew...so i have a urinary tract infection...miserable...i feel like i have to pee 24/7 and its maddening...wen the urge gets to be too much i go...theres a delay then a few drops then pain that makes my eyes water...and a bit of blood...i feel icky...i was up last night for the better part of the night and i wanted to go to work but i just couldnt handle it...thank gosh i wore a pantiliner cuz oi...the urge is terrible...so i worked for 22 mins and was like i cant friggin function...and i was supposed to go to the doc at 3 but micah called and got me in at 9...kinda sucks havin to go in and have a doctor tell me that i had a uti when i was pretty darn sure that was it...but shes the only one that can get me meds...there went $140...too bad we dont have insurance...antibiotics and some pill she said would help alot...and it hasnt...she said the urge would be less and the pain should be gone...urge has maybe gone down a little but theres still pretty much pain everytime...and my pee looks like orange food coloring or easter egg dye cuz the meds lol

i never want a uti again...i want to pee like a normal person...